:') Please Give Me Freedom

I've got a stubborn father. I want something but could not ever be given. My life feelsno freedom. I want to be like other children. Everything was given and obeyed. I understand the intention of my father either. But at least I want to be what I wantinstead of what my father wanted. God I just want one of these. Give me freedom in choosing. I honestly felt was unfair. My sister and I always equated. I do not like tobe treated like this. All are prohibited. I was very sad. I never felt true happiness. :'(